Haayyy!!

Okay, I haven't been posted lately and that's because I just forget and pretend like I don't have time. Well since it's saturday and I'm just procrastinatin', I'll hit the blog.

I really want to learn how to beatbox like legitly good. Idkay, I just find it so flippin cool. My life has been the same since the last time I blogged. Nothing really new happens to me, maybe some days it's fun and crazy but none of it changed my life drastically. College is bleh. Like I want to shoot my brains out because of it and go away. I want to meet new people, but it's hard when people are in their own clickay thangs. I want to join the taiko club, but there is an audition to get in, I'm like fack.. I only know one song, I probably forgot it, and I suck at solos. I tried really hard to go M.I.A., but that sorta failed and a few times worked. I think I became a little introverted as well coming to college, that sucks! I think I gained weight as well, fck. It's no freshman 15 status, but I feel fatter now then I did before coming here. I tried to get back at playing tennis too and hope that it'll give me a workout, but so far I've only been serving by myself and that doesn't work a sweat outta me. One time, these guys invited me to just rally around, but my newly introverted self said, "uhh no thanks!, I'm just gonna serve.", wtheo right? In my mind I wanted to hit! But those guys were gooood, and I haven't played in months, so I didn't want to look like a fool. sighhh. Oh well, next time right? Yea next time!

There has been a lot of love bubblin around. It's cute and shocking. I never knew this and that and everything happens so fast, yet so fcking slow! haha. Especially what someone told me this weekend, I was like no frikkin way, you guys aren't together! sayy what!! in total disbelief, and still am today! Need to see it to believe yadidamean jellybean?? Nothing has happen to me, then again, nothing ever does! hahaha. I'm kinda glad for that, because all that love stuff is so dramatic&stressful from what I've witnessed. I can't think of anyone that's happy besides Jayne and Domingo, Lynn and Bobby. I think both are such a cute couple! Other people have such complicated love situations, like oh em gee, like if I wrote their lives into a drama and send it to people in Asia to make into a show, it would become such a successful drama! and I'll make mills! There are some cuties in Davis, but I feel like they like them girls, like guuurrrll. Geebus, I needa lose weight, so I cans looks HAWT! hahahaha.

On another note, there is this huge ass black spider that been on my window since forever! Everytime I come home on the weekends, I see this bitchass. Man one time, I tried to capture it but it ran somewhere and I got hella paranoid that it was on me. It has this big nasty webnest in the corner of my window and I destroyed it with a broken string from my guitar, my damn it was crazy! Then a week later, I come back home and I see another webshiet in the same area! I'm like OH WTF! the spider is there again! Oh hell no! but I didn't do anything to it yet... Sheeeit. On another note, my checkbooks came in and I regret not choosing the Mickey Mouse checks. Oh darn, it was so cute!

Alrightey, I think I've been blogging for too long now, and my next blog, idkay when that will be, but I think I'm going to say whats really been going on in my life, how I feel and sheeit, the stuff I don't tell anyone kinda stuff, not sure though, I might put it in my livejournal, since I know people around me don't know my account, I just need a place to vent. I mean the things I said above is real and in my life, but it's whatevs. As of now, I'm not ready to say that stuff and I never talk about how I really feel and sheit to anyone ever, but I think I'll be able to later.. ehh I'll think about it. So look out for my next blog if ya wanna know whats the dealio!.. maybeh.