I have about a week though to make a kick butt video that will rack up them views! I needa win this bet!
School is over and I'm totally happy! So I uploaded a video and got like 500 views so Idkay what is going to happen next with the bet. haha
I'm back home and still haven't unpacked, lol. I think I will today & make a video. Hopefully I'll finish that or even get started.
Right now, I'm being distracted by watching Chicago, haha, reminds me of my drama partner, he's a crazy guy, but pretty funny. He's obsessed with that movie. My arms look pretty ashy too, omfgg, haha it's because of my rash, darn the heat! darn it! My arms look like snow! Another problem I've been having is that I keep getting hiccups everyday! I'm getting a tad bit worried here!
-Guys who can rock the short ponytail. Like this.Or a sprout. Or just plain up.
-Sexy, fit, silky lookin arms. (No body builder status please.)
-Funny personalities. (I love these guys so much! Make me laugh=key to my heart.)
-Nice smile. (Doesn't need straight teeth or perfectly white pearls!)
-Guys in suits. (When they get all fancy-shmancy! Hella sexy)
-Sexy jawlines. (Depends on the guy.)
-Prettyeyes.
-Can dance.
-Can sing/rap/beatbox.
-Play instrument. (Especially the geetar/peeano/or violeen).
-Gets shy sometimes.
-Tall. (At least taller than me! ahah)
-Athleticness.
-Cancook. (There are two keys to my heart. haha.)
-Smart guys. (The usual nerdy guys.)
-Guys with confidence. (Most def. not cocky.)
-Gentlemen status.
-When guys protect their chicka.
-Gives gooood HUGS. (Like the kinda hugs that make you feel protected&warm¬ bone crushing, but strong.)
-Cheeezess hellla bad when they're frikkin happy. (Thee cutest!)
-Respectful.
-Likes to help out people. <3
-Spontaneous/adventurous.
-Nice eyebrows.
-Not afraid of looking goofy, dorky, or stupid in front of others.
-Can draw/paint/anything artistic. (Third key to my heart)
-Wide range in music taste.
-Has a passion about something.
-Decisive.
-Good at one thing rather than aiight in many things.
-Certain mustaches. (I guess depends on guy)
-Guys who can rock the snake bites & gauges.
-Tattoos, especially sleeve tats.
-Clean fingernails.
-Hairless chests. (Hairy chests disgusts me)
-Nice body. (Yeeehh buddy! haha)
-Family-orientated. +<3
-Cute laugh.
-Dimples.
-Not afraid to take control. (wink wink, hahaha)
-Hopeless romantic.
-Good with kids.
-Has a sexy/cute stare.
-Knows how to drive cars/motorcyles, especially fast.
-Guys in uniform.
-When a guy kisses a girl's forehead.
-Moves a girl's hair away from her face.
-Dance like a fool to make a girl laugh.
-Says lame pick up jokes or just silly cute jokes.
Well that's pretty much what I can think of so far. +more later. <3 :D
I have so much shit to do wtf. wtf. wtf. I just checked my calendar!
10 page paper - June 2
7-8 page paper - June 1
2-3 response paper - May 20
Legit Site Design - May 26 present, May 28 dued.
Shits loads of reading material to catch up on. Holy pancakes manngg.
Midterms: May 18, 20, & June 4
The weather has been pretty crazy, sunny-rainy-sunny-cloudy-sunny-hail-thunder-sunshine!! Just like that? Man you know how I was talking about that one guy last few blogs and I was all oogoogaga over him, right now I'm not feelin it. Like all of a sudden, I lost total interest in him. In my head, I'm like, "what the hell are you thinking?" foreally now? Oh well.
Does anyone have fishnet/sexy leggings, bright red lipstick, cute heels, or dress coat that I can borrow?
It's for my midterm and yea. Please let me borrow any of the following that you may have!
So today was tiring as heckkk man! Pulled an all nighter the other day, slept at 6:43isha.m, woke up at 7:15a.m. to get ready for my 8am class(drama). Man, when it hit 3a.m., I was so frikkin sleeepy!, but once 4:30ish came around I was energized mang! Ridiculous. Usually when I stay up late, I get hellla weird and that whole morning , I was really happy lookin like. LOL. It looked like I was high or somethin.
In drama, I'm always looking forward to it because it's always fun and interactive. As we all know, I have this little thangthaaang for this guy and I have no clue if he likes me or anything. Sometimes I think he somewhat acknowledges that I exist, I feel like he might like me or at least think I'm cute, hopes so. hahah. Idkay though, I tend to over exaggerate things a bit and blow it out of proportion, gettin my hopes all high and shnaps. Everyday, near the end of class, we gather up into a circle and take our right hand palm up hovering under the person's hand that is next to you while the left hand palm face down hovers over neighbor's hand. We close our eyes and imagine a source of energy that travels around the circle, then we hold hands with each other and look our ensemble in the eyes and thank each other. That's how we end class everyday, and I try to stand next to him without making it look obvious so I can hold his hand and bask in my secret joy that I'm holding his hand! hahah, but it never works out. Hopefully, that day will come! haha I swear I'm such a loserr! I just wanna know how his hand feels! I should just go up to him and be like "I want to hold your hand!" but thats just completely awkward. Not as awkward as the storyline of my scene for my midterm. hahaha In the scene, I'm a prostitute and I've been caught by my father and he is trying to figure out why I'm doing this, ashamed. Flippin ridikidonki!
Well after that, went to my Social class early and slept in there for the 30 minutes I had. When class started I studied for my Anthro midterm I have right after Social. I didn't even study for that goddamn midterm before hand, I believe I failed it. Sheeit. I was soo tired after that . Went to Ly's dorm after that test and ate a bag of chips, it was the only thing I ate since yesterdays dinner! It was now like 1:30pm. Hellla hungry. Then took a nap on Michael's bed til my next class at 3pm. That came around, ended, went back to Ly's place til my discussion class at 5pm. Sheit mang, I was dozen off in that class hellla bad, like I tried to write but it wasnt crackin, I wrote all over the place. Hella sleep deprived and starved. Went back to Ly's place around 6:15ish, ATE DINNER! heelllls yes, but I didn't even eat a lot. lol. Went to Tercero Got Talent, Ryan & Edgar won first place! So proud of them! It was clear that they were the best. Got them to autograph my fingers! WOOT! Then Henry autographed my arm! lol.
Good luck on your tournament! Better win! Then idkay what happened after, I went to take like an hour nap til bball game was over, left back to Cuarto. Me and Tony stopped to go watch Michael, Evonne, Henry, & Bach? play some bball, they had good games! Henry was so hyper and stuff, cutestuff. haha.
Back at my place, getting ready for my LDA midterm tomorrow. blaahh. Then Monday, Tuesday, & Thursday are my other midterms! fck I want next week to go by fast!! Sheit I'm stresssssed.Then this Saturday, I have that frikkin walking tour at 9AM. ughhh. Just wanna sleeep!
Having the worst relationship conversation ever leads me to thinkin how much my love life doesn't even exist. In the process, I end up makin somebody feel hurtish, then to only acknowledge how my life sucks more by trying to make them feel better about themselves. LLOL. Fail. Sigh. I've never had a relationship in my life and that doesn't really bother me, I'm always stuck in this friendzone or sister image zone, so I guess that's why I never really put myself out there. I also think that I have high standards, so I think I should stop watching too much dramas, for hellz I know that shnaps does not exist over here in America. I needa hop on a plane to Korea or Japan or somethin. haha. And since I've been doing this whole honestly thing this week, I'm pretty scared of relationships, but isn't that everybody? Also everyone that did like me, I didn't like. So should I just go out with the peeps that do like me? But I don't wanna date anyone outta pity. No one really likes me that I like, maybe because I never really put myself out there. I think I should just do it, stick my itty bitty heart out there and if it fails: it fails. Move on to the next fish and eat it. Wouldn't it be so nice and easy if the guy I like just liked me and came to me saying, "I like you"? That would be awesome possom. Another part, I think why guys don't like me, because I'm so guyish&slightly weird. But I'm not gonna change for nobody, I hellla love who I am too much[that may sound conceited as hecks but it's tru &idgaf], unless its a positive to me and them. I ain't no fckin bitch! hhahaha. I'm thinkin about this too much, needa quit that shit.
Okay well, if that didn't bore you enough. I kiiiindaa like this guy. Kiiinddaaah. I don't know him too well, so it's like whatevs. But from what I do know, he's funny and nice. Reallly cute. heheh.Not much, but heyy I just wanna get your attentioooon! Imma try to get to know this fool and see ya know, the dealios. But I feel like I'm sooo outt of his league or his girl type! FTT!(Fck that thinking! just in case I forget what I meant that to be later) mangg. I mention some of that in the last blog. But back on track, I'm going to "put myself out there" lol. Hopefully, I'll get somewhere, and hopefully I can get some of yo love expertise. Y'all know who I'm talkin bout , y'all know who...anybody. LOL. I hope during this Spring quarter, he'll notice me and likes me! heheh. Feelin like a little schoolgirl! FTW!
Why is this guy so darn cute!? I just think he is simply adorable mang. Could look at him all day.
Nice smile. Nice eyes. Funny. Similar interests. I could possibly like him! hahah. Siigghh. Even if I did like him, nothing will happen between us, because I figured out (thanks to Ly) that I'm a guy. My index finger is longer than my ring finger=guyguyguyguyguyguy. I think that's why guys never like me, because I'm a dude. LOLOL. I hope that's not true. -____- But even if it weren't, he looks like the type of guy that likes white girls that are tall ish, with nice bodies, and blonde hair. Which I am none of those, I'm yellow, short, fat, and browned head=he'll never like a girl like me! I guess gotta go find someone who loves me for me! My love life is currently at 0%, it's finna hit negatives when I turn twenty I believe. haha.
But on a less depressing life story of mines, Brian, Tony, and I finally followed through with our plan to eat at Cuarto DC! It's been lagged on since Fall '09! haha. But we finally done it! & dude, that DC isn't bad at all! I realllly liked it. Nice atmosphere, homey vibe, I believe cuter guys too! Idkay why people bag on Cuarto's DC, it's goood. People probably just like Tercero or Segundo because they think bigger is better, but small & simplest is best. Another cool thing about Cuarto's is that you can order your shizzz & they shout out your name when its done like, "ORDER FOR (NAME)!!!" It's soo cooool! I think imma eat there more often.=}
Daily nows: I needa catch up on shabamizzles loads of readizzles! maang. Soc2 readings>trang, I'm getting beasted on by the reading workload mang.
Well peace out. I gots reading to do. 'Til next time & just dance like you're naked and no one is around! WOOO!
