Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Some Updatezz.

I haven't blogged in a while. So here I go.

School always sucks. No lie.
Work is tiring, but fun with people.
I got my first boyfriend & he's nice, adorable, funny, and a loser, that's why I like him. :]
Met so many chill people at work.
I cut my own bangs.
Getting girlier.
Gotten fatter.
Trying to eat healthy.
Drank alcohol.
Chilled with lovely friends.
Carta.
Oreo & Family I miss.

Just a list of updates, not necessarily a blog, but oh wellsss. Peace love & chicken!

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Guys

that wear rings & bracelets that look right. So cute.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Plans for the school year.

-Get money.
-Get good grades, maybe decent.
-Focus on what matters.
-Workout once in a while.
-Join some clubs.
-Get to know more people.
-Get a guy friend. Gay or straight, preferably gay.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

106 Days of Summer.

June 10, 2010 - Summer Begins.
Day 1-Woke up @ 6:50a.m., went back to SLz with Tony. Slept and chilled at home.
Day 2-Stayed home, chilled, & started to watch Autumn's Concerto.
Day 3-Finished Autumn's Concerto & it was goooood, ate pho with the parentos, then watch The Human Centipede & Zombieland with Kevin, Dowel, Tony, Ly, and Michael @Tony's place=fun. Watched Sixteen Candles for the first time, it was good, I liked it.
Day 4-Chilled @ home, ate clams & spaghetti, bonded with Oreo, tried to learn Kara-Mister dance.
Day 5-Chilled @ home, ate leftover spaghetti, danced, Happy Birthday Ryan Kim & Ethan Carter!
Day 6-Tried to start unpacking, tried to watch Chicago=nogo, room's a mess, uploaded pictures from long ago. Watched Ride Away, don't know how I finished that movie=kinda boring.
Day 7-BBQ @ Marina with Slz peeps/friends/other, then Walmart around 10-11p.mish. & bought Kool-Aid, ate a twinkie, home.
Day 8-Hung out with Eliza,Annette,&Ricca @ Annette's place, played wii. @4:30p.m Went w/Ricca to go pick up her bro & drop him off at work @Emeryville. Chilled there til her bro got off from 6-10p.m. Ate BurgerKing&Teacake. Went to Apple store&played w/the Ipad&watched the finals:Lakers vs. Celtics, Celtics lost. Then went to Ricca's casa, hit up Carolyn, watched Ricca do dishes&George Lopez. Picked up Carolyn&back to Ricca's place&watched Hot Tub Time Machine=funny ass movie. 1:30a.m. @home, tried training dog, sleep.
Day 9-Back @ Emeryville to watch Toy Story 3 w/Amy H., Michael, & Ly=love that movie, almost cried&lots of laughs. Went to Nike, Coldstone, &Jody Maroni's, Apple&Ikea store again. Ate hot dogs, chips, drink all for 2 bucks @ Ikea, good shtuff. Then home.
Day 10-Ran w/Ricca @ Marina around 11:30a.m.(suppose to go @9:30a.m. haha), after we ate crepes from Frodo Joe's @Hesperian park. Went home & practiced driving for an hour. Made a father's day card for pops.
Day 11-Ate w/parents @Ao Sen, then went to some supermarkets. Went home & practiced driving for 2 hours @Oakland. Went home washed/cleaned the car & pop's car.
Day 12-The BIG day, the day I take my driver's test & failed. Critical error-Dangerous maneuver. Ugh was I soo depressed b/c my permit was going to expire in 3 days& I did not want to do all that stuff over, I lost all passion in driving. My moms then set me up with this driver's Ed dude to get me another appointment before my permit expires on Thursday, I don't need that fcking guy to teach me shit I already know, &I had already set up an appointment on Thursday. We'll see how that goes.Went to Fishman's annual party & that made me forget about my failure, the party was crackin. He introduced me, Ricca, Ly, & others to Rummikub=addicting!! haha. On the way home, Ricca drove home w/me, Ly, Samantha, &Claudia & a deer appears and runs right across in front of Ricca's car! We almost got roadkill! Hella scary.haha.
Day 13-Pops wanted to take me practice driving, I was so not feelin driving anymore&kinda drove recklessly. After I just chilled @home, sad & stuff.
Day 14-Pops knocked on my door@ 8a.m., I'm like wtheo? He's telling me the driver's Ed guy was coming now, I'm like wtf! My mom told me Thursday & it's Wednesday, are they kidding me, I didn't have time to shower & my hair was hella oily &sht. I was not happy. Driver's Ed guy looked like a fcking joke, &I don't need him telling me things I already know&the fact that my mom was paying him made me pissed as fck. He made me go on the freeway too! I never been on the freeway before & I ain't gonna lie, it was fun. I like driving fast man, that gave me some of my passion back. He made me drive to Vallejo&I paid for toll=4bucks. Drove around the area&I went to go retake my driving test=6 bucks. I PASSED, but didn't feel happy @ all. I wish my dad was there w/me instead of that guy, ugh. 7mistakes all on the limit line/gap. I really thought I was behind it, but I guess that I wasn't behind it enough. Oh well, I passed. I would have passed without the fckin driver ed dude. Then he made me donate 10bucks to the thing helping out children @the DMV. Spent 20bucks overall, but it felt good donating. Went home & told only a few peeps that I passed. Canceled my driving appointment on Thursday. Haha.
Day 15-Played w/Oreo. Ricca&Carolyn came to my casa, tried to play w/Oreo, but he was awfully shy today. Watched Toy Story 3 again.Good movie. Then went to target w/them b/c Ricca wanted to buy Rummikub! haha &black socks. Ricca&I wanted to teach Carolyn how to play, but she had to go home. So we hit up Ly to play, but he was eating @the time, so we went to eat too. We didn't know what to eat, so we ended up buying Lunchables @Lucky's. Lol. Parked in front of Ly's &ate our lunch. He came out&went to Walmart b/c Ly wanted to buy a tv cable, but ended up buying t-shirts. Went to my casa, played Rummikub, chilled, talked, more Rummikub, &more talking. They left like @12? I think.
Day 16-Chilled @ home. Started 520piece puzzle that Ricca gave me for my birthday. Finished it. More Rummikub.Tried to learn Nobody - Wonder Girls & I'm Not Gonna Teach Your Boyfriend How to Dance w/You - Black Kids.
Day 17-WARPED TOUR! 9:30a.m.-8:20p.m. Saw many great performances: The All-American Rejects, Motion City Soundtrack, Sum 41, Go Go 13, Face to Face, Alkaline Trio, We The Kings, Hey Monday, Alesana, Swingin Utters, & much more. Some cute guys&girls here &there. Then Carrows w/Ricca, Billy, & Danny. Yummm. :D
Day 18-Went to Costco w/parents &bro. Then Oakland for my moms to get her nail supplies. I drove to Walmart&Atm w/my bro. Went home played w/Oreo. Tony&Michael came to my house to drop off the USB w/p90x, then they left for Davis.
Day 19-Picked up Eliza & watched Grown Ups=helllla funnnnny movie! omg, I was crackin up the whole time! Then went to Target & went to her house, chilled w/Judy, Juana, & Cluadia. Talked, ate, & watched some tv. Then I let Judy drive herself home, Claudia drove back to Eliza's house, then Juana drove around the neighborhood=funny moments. Then went home, chilled some more, & officially started p90x=tough sheeit.
Day 20-Chilled @home, napped, made deviled eggs for the 1st time=somewhat success!, p90x.
Day 21-Went to girl's tennis practice today, chilled there for 2 hours, caught up w/the people. Let Judy drive home w/me &Juana in the car, it was kinda scary. That's probably how my brother&mom felt when I was driving, haha. p90x.
Day 22-Chilled @ home, p90x.
Day 23-Drove to Walmart to buy dog training pads& then going home I almost ran a redlight! Fck was I scared. haha. Chilled @ home, made some spring rolls w/my pops for dinner, p90x.
Day 24-Tried to cleaned the house, made brownies for my bro, chilled, finding out hella kpop news, p90x.
Day 25-Went to watch The Karate Kid & The Last Air Bender w/Tony, Michael, Ly, & Jamie. Karate Kid=goood film, I teared up a lot @ Jackie's breakdown part, Airbender=could have been better. Then went to Denny's. Then mi casa and tried to show them what Oreo can do, but he's a shy dude & get's scared so he poops&pees everywhere! One of my bro's friend came over w/his dog, & omggg it's sooo cute! The eyes were like crystal blue!Then went to Tony's place to watch fireworks, then dropped Jamie off. After went to see if any KFC's were open, b/c Tony wanted a DoubleDown thang=none open after 11p.m. Then went home. Ate food & watched I Give My First Love to You=one of the sadddest moviee I have everrr seeen! OMGAW but it's reeeally goood.
Day 26-Got a good start in cleaning my room, watched & finished First Kiss=what a good sad drama! Then watched Nana again, because I wanted to see the cute actor from First Kiss in Nana.
Day 27-Drove to Post Office to drop off Financial aid stuff for Davis. Played w/Oreo b/c no one was home. Then watched an episode of Beethoven Virus. @7p.m. Hung out w/Ricca, helping her collect bottles&cans til 11p.m. Fun night! Got a good amount of stuff. Ate Ricca's Cornbeef=delish!!
Day 28-Chilled @ home.
Day 29-Chilled @ home, then tried to curl my hair & get the Farrah Fawcett hairdo. Then went w/Ricca to Carolyn's house to pick up cans. haha. Saw Oreo climb up & down the stairs all by himself! Funny stuff.
Day 30- Suppose to hang out w/Carolyn today, but she too busay. Chilled @ home. Then Ricca came over around 10p.m. to get ready for Alex's hang out @ 11p.m. Finished getting pretty, then went to pick up Alexis, while we were waiting for her, Ricca craved ice cream, which led to me cravin some. So before we went to the party, we went to Lucky's & bought French Silk&The Cake flavor ice cream for 6 bucks. Yumm. @Alex's hang out=cool @ first til someone stole Ricca's phone=sad. 3a.m. went home. Couldn't sleep til 6a.m. Happy Birthday Roberto!
Day 31-Chilled @ home. Ate pho w/the parents. Happy Birthday Dan Neri!
Day 32-Chilled @ home. Ate pizza from Pizza Guys=okay.
Day 33-Went to Boiling Crab in San Jose w/Ricca, Alexis, &Ly=fun! Almost got into an accident driving there! Sorry guys. Wait time for BC was like 2hours, so went to Target and roamed around. Then let Ly drive around&found Ice Cream truck that looked like it was from the 60's. Ricca bought ice cream, then went to a random park. Headed back to BC&ate=goood stuff. Then back to Slz, didn't know what to do so we went to Slz, let Alexis drive around the parking lot until we figured somethin out. Went to Quickly's then Southland. Dropped everyone home. Ate homemade pho. p90x. Fck, I'm laggin on this already.
Day 34-Chilled @ casa. Guitard. Dog infestation=Fleas. Oh no.
Day 35-Went job hunting w/Ly. Ahh I don't think anyone is going to hire me. Fck.
Day 36-Chilled @ home. Super hot today. Guitard.
Day 37-Hanged out with Carolyn, Ricca, then Michael came way later. Chilled @ Carolyn's house, helping her find songs to play @ her sister's wedding! It was fun! Received a bracelet that Carolyn been meaning to give me for the longest time! haha Then back home @12a.m.
Day 38-Chilled @ home. Played guitar.
Day 39-Went to go eat Dim Sum w/the folks&bro. Went to Costco. Home. Got girly.
Day 40-Went w/Ricca to check up on Carolyn's ya know in Oakland @Merritt College. Then took Ricca to my old house I used to live in Oakland. Wow brought up memories man, I didn't even recognize much, everything looked smaller, I imagined it so BIG, maybe because I was young. Then went to Ricca's casa, saw her new&improved room, ate her sister's spaghetti=soo gooood! not nasty, I mean spicy. haha. Target had a school sale=20 notebooks, 3marker sets, 2 packs of flashcards=$7.55. SO HAPPY. Went around that area, in Old Navy tried on clothes for fun. Home.
Day 41-Chilled @ home. Curled my hair. Guitared. Back on P90x. haha. dayum I is laggin.
Day 42-Chilled @ home. Back to p90x.
Day 43-Chilled @ home. Can't remember what I did. p90x
Day 44-Chilled @ home. p90x
Day 45-Went shopping w/CARTA. Carolyn got a $140 shopping spree from us. Bought a yellow halter top=$6.50. Went to Sonics & got a watermelon slush=so sugary! Then Anna's casa, chilled&talked=love.  Home&p90x.
Day 46-Chilled @ home. Ate grapes. Watched some old dramas like Heaven's Wedding Gown&Romantic Princess. p90x.
Day 47-Happy Birthday Carolyn!! Chilled @ home. KFC. Period started. p90x.
Day 48-Chilled @ home. &chilled, chilled, &chilled.
Day 52-53-Spent the weekend in Stockton for Cousins engagement party. Congrats!
Day 56-Spent the day w/Ricca. Watched Charlie St. Cloud=Goooood movie! Recommend! Tried Ricca Milkshake. yummmm! then Helped her clean her room! Fun day!
Days 49-51,54,55,57-59 I'm sorry I forgotten you. Mostly home, going crazy. Guitared. Don't remember anything else.
Days 60-Happy Birthday momms! Fam-bam came over from Stockton. It was nice. Lots of little kids. lol.
Day 61-Home. Drama. Bad Love=Lovin it right now.
Day 62-Home again. Bored. Same routine.
Day 63-73- I honestly keep forgetting to update this now! But what I remember mostly was hangin out w/ CARTA @ Anna's casa, played some volleyball w/them. Ran @ Lake Chabot, boy did I pick the wrong hill to run up on! Tried walking my dog, but he's such a pansy! Finished a drama Bad Love=soooooo goooood! definitely recommend! Deactivated Facebook for a while, but now its back! That's all.
Day 74-Went professional clothes shopping @Kohls by myself. Tried on hecka clothes & bought two outfits & a cardigan=$110! crazyy! But I'm giving the outfit I'm not gonna wear to mother. Got a $20 card @ the same time! woo. Also curled ends of my hair.
Day 75-Woke up @9:30a.m. Ate cereal, got ready, picked up Ly, got gas, headed towards Davis. It was humid. Went to Sorrento, Michael&Ly had questions to ask, drove around Davis, ate McD's. Headed back to Michael/Tony/Roberto's apartment, chilled til my screening interview, changed&went, came back&chilled some more. 530p.m. departed. On freeway, me & Ly saw a fire! it was crazy! Home. Texted Ricca & went w/her to Kohl's, Bed Bath & Beyond, & Target so she can buy a vacuum. Got a trashcan. Home again! Ate dinner, watched Miss Universe Pageant, Mexico won! Congrats. Now I have to go back to Davis on Thursday for another interview. Posted a video for Carolyn, long awaited, my bad.
Day 76-Didn't do much, slept in! lol Stayed home guitared. I think I started watching Hatoru no Hikari & it's so cute!
Day 77-I hung out w/CARTA I believe, not sure. There was volleyball in there somewhere. Prep up for next day interview & long solo drive to Davis!
Day 78-Got ready to go to Davis for the interview. Got there at 12ish. Interview @ 3pm. Chilled @ Tony/Michael/Roberto's place. Went to interview, the interviewer wasn't even there, so the manager Rogerik, took her place. I was extremely nervous. I think I did baaaad in the interview.. omg. I saw the cute guy that works there though!! He still works there! WOO! Hopefully I get the job & can start workin w/him! ;D hehe. Then went to Trudy's to get Roberto & Tony their rockstars. I got the wrong one. sorry! Went back relaxed, helped clean their stuff sorta. Did random stuff til dinner. Picked up Fiona! Finally get to see her! Ate @ Ohana's. Went back to the apartment to watch Jersey Shore lol I had no clue that all of them were so into it. Dropped Fiona back at her place. Came back, got some Grape soda! Thanks Roberto! lool. Cake smash, Tony's fairy dustin! haha & drove back home w/ Michael @ 12ish.
Day 79-Slept in, I was pretty tired. Chilled. Idkay what else I did.
Day 80-Chilled & went to chill w/Carolyn & Ricca. Went to Nubi. Haven't been there in soo lonng! It was goood! haha then back to Carolyn's, played some volleyball. Home around 5pm. Started to guitar & tried to record videos. Wack. haha.
Day 81-Went to Costco w/the parents. Then Ikea w/Tony, Ly, Michael, & Roberto. Stayed there like 3 hours. Missed the Emmy's, bummer. Me & Ly got lost on the way & back to Ikea! omggg. Finally got home like 9:30ish. Ate dinner. Got text from Ricca & watched Takers w/her and Alexis. That movie was goood! Saw Nick w/his girl, & Wesley. Alexis drove herself home. Then I drove myself home, but on the way I almost ran over a possom! omfg. that thing was hideous!! Home @ 12am.
Day 82-Chilled @ home. Played w/dog, guitared. Tried recording again. loll. I can't do it.
Day 83-Chilled @ casa. Got a call from Rogerik & I got a job now!! WOOO! hahaThen out of no where, Ricca wants to bake a cake around 10pm! haha That was fun!
Day 84-Guitared a lot. Tried recording again. Lagged on packing. Guitared. Finished a drama called Yankee-kun to Megane-chan, I really reeeeally enjoyed it! haha like it was funny & sometimes sad.  Also finished another drama, Hotaru no Hikari, that one was a gooooood drama. Not your typical lovey dovey sappy tears drama, it felt more realistic. I love the main character a lot! Same w/ the Yankee drama. Also watched a movie, Cyborg Girl, w/Hotaru main character & the movie was better than I expected, glad I watched it, good life lesson. Finally started packin around 2-3a.m. LOL. Then some sleep.
Day 85- Woke up @ 11a.m. Got things ready to move. Headed towards Davis w/the folks. Showed them the apartment I'll be living in. Tony gave me my apartment key!! Awesome-ness! Went to the HR Sodexo to get my orientation set up. Then went to pick Tony & Michael up to eat @ the Pho Bac place in downtown Davis. Fun times. Dropped them back & went home. Chilled there, then went to Foodmaxx around 8:50ishp.m. & back home. Guitared. Started another drama, Hotaru no Hikari 2! I hope it's as good as the last season. 
Day 86-88-Sorry, I can't remember stuff well anymore, but I most likely dramaed, gutiared, slept in & yea.
Day 89- Went shopping w/ parents! Fun stuff. Guitared, tried recording, but I just truly hate my voice, haha.
Day 90-Drove to Ricca's house to help move some stuff to Santa Cruz. Billy & David are hilarious together. haha Bonding time w/Ricca. Ate McDonalds w/her, the most satisfying McDonalds evaah! Just because I didn't eat for like 7 hours. lol Chilled @ her place for a while. Home by midnight.
Day 91-Slept in. Chilled @ home. Played w/Oreo. Don't know what else.
Day 92-Made onion rings again & Ricca had some. I love onion rings man! sooo goood! She ate dinner w/my fambam. Lol That was fun. Watched the season premier for Hellcats online, I love Aly Michalka!
Day 93-Screen shoppin. So broke it's no joke. Check for rent today, that put a hole in my bank! lol. fuuuh.
Day 94-Happy Birthday bro! Gave him $70. Ugh goodbye shoes. Ate chinese food, cake! mmm. Watched Spirited Away & started  new dramas, Mischievous Kiss, Personal Preference, & 1% of Anything. Lovin everything so far, esp. Mischievouw Kiss! Soo cutee!
Day 95- Think I watched the season premier of ANTM online. I'm juiced! Can't wait for Supernatural's season premier! Imma jizzzz! hahaaha.
Day 96-Got waxed, lol I was lookin pretty hairy. Ate my favorite chao. Bond w/parents.
Day 97-Went to Davis for paper work. Visited apartment, Fiona wasn't there :[ & she has helllla shoes! :o haha. Screen shoppin for hella days now. Need to find bunk bed asap!
Day 98-Computer be fckin up. Idkay why?!!?I don't go to malicious sites! It's making me sad. Dl antivirus/spyware shit. Doing hella coding & shit. I have no desktop, &no volume. Running my computer through cmd&task manager. I can't drama!!! No volume is  the worst! Omg, Imma go crazy if I don't figure this out soon. So for now, I'm screen shopping, but that's making me more depressed because I have no money. & school is starting in less than a week. FTD! [fck this day!]
Day 99-Chilled @ home. Guitared. Dramad. Bro fixed my laptop! YAY!
Day 100-Went to Slz for a tennis game! Slz Vs. Mt. Eden. We won 6-0 I believe. Proud of them! Talked to people I haven't talked to in a while, that was fun. Ate w/Eliza, Judy, & Juana across the street in that Mexican place. Haven't had Steak fries in hellllla long! It was nice!. Home. Happpy Birthday Christanng! 
Day 101-Chilled @ home. Probably same o' rountine. 
Day 102-Went w/Ricca to watch Easy A. Funny movie! I liked it! Then picked up Carolyn to go gift shopping for Anna's B-day. Then went w/Ricca to get her eyebro's waxed. Mi casa next & ate food!. Then off to Anna's party! No tacos at this party, but it was still a goood party! haha. Target w/C.A.R.T. later, then I finally went through one of those drive thru car washes for the first time! EPIC! Thanks Ricca for needing to wash her car late at night!
Day 103-Packed for Davis&furniture shopped. Ughh dreading this school year already. I would honestly drop out if I could. boohoo. Left to Davis. 
Day 104-Davis. Chilled @ apartment. Maybe other stuff, can't remember. Oh! Went to job orientation. Sooooo borrring! Lady just talked for 3 hours. & Signed hellla paperwork. Welcome back rally. Fun. Walking home. So far, but thanks to Fiona! She saved us! Found a crawfish too! awesome. & Fiona made delissh dinner! Chicken Parmesan Spaghetti & Garlic bread! hellllla goood!
Day 105-Suppose to get tour of DC, but no. Cancel b/c the managers had special event to do. Idkay what else I did. Went to Tony's friends beer pong party, people are so funny.  
Day106-Tour of DC. Pretty cool place, saw cute guy up close this time! Wow he's gorgeous. hahaha. Got my work clothes & name tag today! coool! First job ever! Don't want school to start. UGhhh. 
September 22, 2010 - Summer Ends.


& That is how I spent my summer! Awesome right? haha. maybe not, but it was really fun. Now school has started & gotta survive til next summer! 



Friday, September 17, 2010

Narsha - I'm In Love



I seriously like this a lot!My heart meltss...

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

idkay.

But I haven't been posting any blogs lately.
I lag.
Most time spent on Facebook talking to people today and not playing games! wooo.
School is about to start again, fck, time to stress again.
Hope I get this job, I've been wanting to get a job for so long, but not during school time, but if this is the only time I'll get one, then oh well, let's work.
Money is always a problem.
I always want something my moms doesn't let me do. Hate that, but i think i should be a rebel and do it!
Gave mom a dress that I bought, because I didn't want it. lol.
Tried to make a video for my girl, but I suck.
I wanted to purchase this shirt, but fckin sold out & it was $26, expensive.Saved money.
I bought professional clothes that was way over the budget.
I want these shoes that are hella cheap, but expensive ass shipping. the fuh.
I spent like too much money this month.
I suck at everything.
Love hangin out w/friends.
Need to go run, but I fail at it.
Fail at beatboxing too.
School is starting, ugh. I said this already but didnt feel like backspacing.
Needa go furniture shoppin w/ future roomies.
New crushes or reflamed ones. lol.
Oreo=pansy, but he too cute. Parents love him.
Drivin around at night.
Love life, wish I had more times like these.
Cool gifts, lame parties.
Girly phases caused by guilt & shame & sadness.
Want to play tennis, but racket is broke, have other but not good with that one. haha
Calluses on fingertips again.
Youtube love.
Sleeping late at nights, that really fuhh me up bad! I can't sleep normal now.
Music download fury!
Cleanse thy room!
Stuck doing nothing, i hate that.
Catching hella spiders.
Movies and dramas all day.

Well thats most of my summer-ish in a few words. haha post a more detailed one later.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Girls.

It's so much of a hassle to be a girly girl.
-Eyes waxed
-Armpits waxed
-Legs waxed
-Pedicure&half a manicure.
 =A good 2 hours maybe.

I didn't want to do it, but my parentos made me because they said I was getting ugly. LOL No they didn't say that exactly, but it was the meaning behind them.


> These what my eyebrows look like when waxed. Break out session. But I applied toothpaste on my brows to reduce the ugly&redness before I took this photo.


Photo left: Me and my armpit. Hey @ least it's not hairy. haha.

 

>My legs waxed. See those 2 red dots near my ankle. Fcking bug bit me, those assholes, it was worse like a week ago, where behind my calf on the same leg, some bitch bit me 5 times in the same area. Then like the next day, they invited a couple of friends to have a snack probably&got 6 bite marks on my chest in a line up to my neck&3 bites formulating a triangle on the side of my stomach, trying to do a ritual or something. Assholes. See that line on my left leg, my dog tried to eat me. &that bruise look-a-like thang on my knee is a battle wound from me trying to learn how to swim@Cull Canyon last summer. WTF. Scar. I have more issues with the legs, but trying to hide from picture.


Photo to left: I tried to paint flower designs on my nails w/a strand of my hair(I remember my moms doing that when I was younger, so decided to try), tried to create like a Cherry Blossom silhouette w/orange highlights. Thumb has a French Tip design, thought that was ugly so stopped that. In the end it looks like some abstract shit. Looloo. Only did left hand, because too lazy.
 
>Mom did my feetsies. Purty right. Only showed the right foot, because I already messed up the other foot. Fail.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Hairdo.

I tried to do my hair. I tried to do it.









Tried to do the Farrah Fawcett hairdo. But that girl got too much volume.

 Go to Here! for more pictures&why I did these faces. LOL
Next hair do, various styles of buns. I'll also attempt to to make up. 

Friday, July 2, 2010

Awww Sheeiit!

I almost ran a red light today. Boooooyyy was that scary! I was like ohhh fcccckk! I didn't see where the stop line was, it was like a thin ass line mixed up w/the leave clear box and the train track lines. So I was going like 35-40mph, & the light turned red, & I was like aw sheit where is this fcking line? Then I stopped hella fast, but it was still smooth, haha & my car is like already half way past the line. Hella embarrassed, so I pulled up my window @ the stop light hoping no one could see me, but it was no use since my window is clear. I was saying to my bro,"Sheit, did it take a picture? did you see a flash???" But it didnt hopefully. Then it went green, & the car next to me drove pretty fast, I was thinking  they wanted to see who is the retard that almost ran a red. He hella looked at me as he past me, probably was like fcking idiot. haha & I said out loud, "Sorry phillipino man!, I can't drive!-hand gesture saying that I was sorryish-"(I saw the Flipflag hanging, thats how I knew  he was Phillipino) haha. He didn't hear me, thank goodness. I bet hella people saw me and my attempt to stop, but I ain't probably never gonna see them again, sheit like that don't faze me & life goes on.


Sheeeit dude, I was scared though, like fckFCKFCK NO reD! FCK YOU STOP LIGHT!!!!! AND DUMB ASS LIMITLINE!!!That might have came off as angry, but I was startled. haha I guess in driving, this is really my weakness, gawdayum stop lines and shiiizz.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

P90X!!!

I started on Monday, June 28, 2010 & hopefully by September 25, 2010, I'll be lookin decent. Haha.

Let's gooooo trang&Ricca!! haha I got her into this too! 

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

It's over. & Happy Summer!

School is almost over and I'm so happy.


I have about a week though to make a kick butt video that will rack up them views! I needa win this bet! 


School is over and I'm totally happy! So I uploaded a video and got like 500 views so Idkay what is going to happen next with the bet. haha
I'm back home and still haven't unpacked, lol. I think I will today & make a video. Hopefully I'll finish that or even get started.

Right now, I'm being distracted by watching Chicago, haha, reminds me of my drama partner, he's a crazy guy, but pretty funny. He's obsessed with that movie. My arms look pretty ashy too, omfgg, haha it's because of my rash, darn the heat! darn it! My arms look like snow! Another problem I've been having is that I keep getting hiccups everyday! I'm getting a tad bit worried here!

 Okay I don't know what else to say. peaceee

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Things I find attractive about guys.

-Guys who can rock the short ponytail. Like this. Or a sprout. Or just plain up.
-Sexy, fit, silky lookin arms. (No body builder status please.)
-Funny personalities. (I love these guys so much! Make me laugh=key to my heart.)
-Nice smile. (Doesn't need straight teeth or perfectly white pearls!)
-Guys in suits. (When they get all fancy-shmancy! Hella sexy)
-Sexy jaw lines. (Depends on the guy.)
-Pretty eyes.
-Can dance.
-Can sing/rap/beatbox.
-Play instrument. (Especially the geetar/peeano/or violeen).
-Gets shy sometimes.
-Tall. (At least taller than me! ahah)
-Athleticness.
-Can cook. (There are two keys to my heart. haha.)
-Smart guys. (The usual nerdy guys.)
-Guys with confidence. (Most def. not cocky.)
-Gentlemen status.
-When guys protect their chicka.
-Gives gooood HUGS. (Like the kinda hugs that make you feel protected&warm&not bone crushing, but strong.)
-Cheeezess hellla bad when they're frikkin happy. (Thee cutest!)
-Respectful.
-Likes to help out people. <3
-Spontaneous/adventurous.
-Nice eyebrows.
-Not afraid of looking goofy, dorky, or stupid in front of others.
-Can draw/paint/anything artistic. (Third key to my heart)
-Wide range in music taste.
-Has a passion about something.
-Decisive.
-Good at one thing rather than aiight in many things.
-Certain mustaches. (I guess depends on guy)
-Guys who can rock the snake bites & gauges.
-Tattoos, especially sleeve tats.
-Clean fingernails.
-Hairless chests. (Hairy chests disgusts me)
-Nice body. (Yeeehh buddy! haha)
-Family-orientated. +<3
-Cute laugh.
-Dimples.
-Not afraid to take control. (wink wink, hahaha)
-Hopeless romantic.
-Good with kids.
-Has a sexy/cute stare.
-Knows how to drive cars/motorcyles, especially fast.
-Guys in uniform.
-When a guy kisses a girl's forehead.
-Moves a girl's hair away from her face.
-Dance like a fool to make a girl laugh.
-Says lame pick up jokes or just silly cute jokes.

Well that's pretty much what I can think of so far. +more later. <3 :D

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

HOLYYYYYYY SHHHHEEEIT!

OMGOMGOMGERGH J streess STREESS!STRESSS!

I have so much shit to do wtf. wtf. wtf. I just checked my calendar!

10 page paper - June 2
7-8 page paper - June 1
2-3 response paper - May 20
Legit Site Design - May 26 present, May 28 dued.
Shits loads of reading material to catch up on. Holy pancakes manngg.
Midterms: May 18, 20, & June 4

& FINALS is just around that fcking corner!

safjkewfkjnkfeellikethrowinupsobadejwfkl.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Just like the weather, I'm bipolar.

The weather has been pretty crazy, sunny-rainy-sunny-cloudy-sunny-hail-thunder-sunshine!! Just like that? Man you know how I was talking about that one guy last few blogs and I was all oogoogaga over him, right now I'm not feelin it. Like all of a sudden, I lost total interest in him. In my head, I'm like, "what the hell are you thinking?" foreally now? Oh well.

Does anyone have fishnet/sexy leggings, bright red lipstick, cute heels, or dress coat that I can borrow?
It's for my midterm and yea. Please let me borrow any of the following that you may have!

Friday, April 30, 2010

I want to hold your hand.

So today was tiring as heckkk man! Pulled an all nighter the other day, slept at 6:43isha.m, woke up at 7:15a.m. to get ready for my 8am class(drama). Man, when it hit 3a.m., I was so frikkin sleeepy!, but once 4:30ish came around I was energized mang! Ridiculous. Usually when I stay up late, I get hellla weird and that whole morning , I was really happy lookin like. LOL. It looked like I was high or somethin.

In drama, I'm always looking forward to it because it's always fun and interactive. As we all know, I have this little thangthaaang for this guy and I have no clue if he likes me or anything. Sometimes I think he somewhat acknowledges that I exist, I feel like he might like me or at least think I'm cute, hopes so. hahah. Idkay though, I tend to over exaggerate things a bit and blow it out of proportion, gettin my hopes all high and shnaps. Everyday, near the end of class, we gather up into a circle and take our right hand palm up hovering under the person's hand that is next to you while the left hand palm face down hovers over neighbor's hand. We close our eyes and imagine a source of energy that travels around the circle, then we hold hands with each other and look our ensemble in the eyes and thank each other. That's how we end class everyday, and I try to stand next to him without making it look obvious so I can hold his hand and bask in my secret joy that I'm holding his hand! hahah, but it never works out. Hopefully, that day will come! haha I swear I'm such a loserr! I just wanna know how his hand feels! I should just go up to him and be like "I want to hold your hand!" but thats just completely awkward. Not as awkward as the storyline of my scene for my midterm. hahaha In the scene, I'm a prostitute and I've been caught by my father and he is trying to figure out why I'm doing this, ashamed. Flippin ridikidonki!

Well after that, went to my Social class early and slept in there for the 30 minutes I had. When class started I studied for my Anthro midterm I have right after Social. I didn't even study for that goddamn midterm before hand, I believe I failed it. Sheeit. I was soo tired after that . Went to Ly's dorm after that test and ate a bag of chips, it was the only thing I ate since yesterdays dinner! It was now like 1:30pm. Hellla hungry. Then took a nap on Michael's bed til my next class at 3pm. That came around, ended, went back to Ly's place til my discussion class at 5pm. Sheit mang, I was dozen off in that class hellla bad, like I tried to write but it wasnt crackin, I wrote all over the place. Hella sleep deprived and starved. Went back to Ly's place around 6:15ish, ATE DINNER! heelllls yes, but I didn't even eat a lot. lol. Went to Tercero Got Talent, Ryan & Edgar won first place! So proud of them! It was clear that they were the best. Got them to autograph my fingers! WOOT! Then Henry autographed my arm! lol.

Good luck on your tournament! Better win! Then idkay what happened after, I went to take like an hour nap til bball game was over, left back to Cuarto. Me and Tony stopped to go watch Michael, Evonne, Henry, & Bach? play some bball, they had good games! Henry was so hyper and stuff, cutestuff. haha.

Back at my place, getting ready for my LDA midterm tomorrow. blaahh. Then Monday, Tuesday, & Thursday are my other midterms! fck I want next week to go by fast!! Sheit I'm stresssssed.Then this Saturday, I have that frikkin walking tour at 9AM. ughhh. Just wanna sleeep!

That's all I gots fo now. DanceDance!

Here's my song of the day!

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

I just wanna get your attention.

Having the worst relationship conversation ever leads me to thinkin how much my love life doesn't even exist. In the process, I end up makin somebody feel hurtish, then to only acknowledge how my life sucks more by trying to make them feel better about themselves. LLOL. Fail. Sigh. I've never had a relationship in my life and that doesn't really bother me, I'm always stuck in this friendzone or sister image zone, so I guess that's why I never really put myself out there. I also think that I have high standards, so I think I should stop watching too much dramas, for hellz I know that shnaps does not exist over here in America. I needa hop on a plane to Korea or Japan or somethin. haha. And since I've been doing this whole honestly thing this week, I'm pretty scared of relationships, but isn't that everybody? Also everyone that did like me, I didn't like. So should I just go out with the peeps that do like me? But I don't wanna date anyone outta pity. No one really likes me that I like, maybe because I never really put myself out there. I think I should just do it, stick my itty bitty heart out there and if it fails: it fails. Move on to the next fish and eat it. Wouldn't it be so nice and easy if the guy I like just liked me and came to me saying, "I like you"? That would be awesome possom. Another part, I think why guys don't like me, because I'm so guyish&slightly weird. But I'm not gonna change for nobody, I hellla love who I am too much[that may sound conceited as hecks but it's tru &idgaf], unless its a positive to me and them. I ain't no fckin bitch! hhahaha. I'm thinkin about this too much, needa quit that shit.

Okay well, if that didn't bore you enough. I kiiiindaa like this guy. Kiiinddaaah. I don't know him too well, so it's like whatevs. But from what I do know, he's funny and nice. Reallly cute. heheh.Not much, but heyy I just wanna get your attentioooon! Imma try to get to know this fool and see ya know, the dealios. But I feel like I'm sooo outt of his league or his girl type! FTT!(Fck that thinking! just in case I forget what I meant that to be later) mangg. I mention some of that in the last blog. But back on track, I'm going to "put myself out there" lol. Hopefully, I'll get somewhere, and hopefully I can get some of yo love expertise. Y'all know who I'm talkin bout , y'all know who...anybody. LOL. I hope during this Spring quarter, he'll notice me and likes me! heheh. Feelin like a little schoolgirl! FTW!

I'm diggin this Usher song though.

Friday, April 16, 2010

What is love? Baby don't hurt me, don't hurt me... no more! (bum bum bum bumm bum..)

Why is this guy so darn cute!? I just think he is simply adorable mang. Could look at him all day.
Nice smile. Nice eyes. Funny. Similar interests. I could possibly like him! hahah. Siigghh. Even if I did like him, nothing will happen between us, because I figured out (thanks to Ly) that I'm a guy. My index finger is longer than my ring finger=guyguyguyguyguyguy. I think that's why guys never like me, because I'm a dude. LOLOL. I hope that's not true. -____- But even if it weren't, he looks like the type of guy that likes white girls that are tall ish, with nice bodies, and blonde hair. Which I am none of those, I'm yellow, short, fat, and browned head=he'll never like a girl like me! I guess gotta go find someone who loves me for me! My love life is currently at 0%, it's finna hit negatives when I turn twenty I believe. haha. 

But on a less depressing life story of mines, Brian, Tony, and I finally followed through with our plan to eat at Cuarto DC! It's been lagged on since Fall '09! haha. But we finally done it! & dude, that DC isn't bad at all! I realllly liked it. Nice atmosphere, homey vibe, I believe cuter guys too! Idkay why people bag on Cuarto's DC, it's goood. People probably just like Tercero or Segundo because they think bigger is better, but small & simplest is best. Another cool thing about Cuarto's is that you can order your shizzz & they shout out your name when its done like, "ORDER FOR (NAME)!!!" It's soo cooool! I think imma eat there more often.=}

Daily nows: I needa catch up on shabamizzles loads of readizzles! maang. Soc2 readings>trang, I'm getting beasted on by the reading workload mang.

Well peace out. I gots reading to do. 'Til next time & just dance like you're naked and no one is around! WOOO!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Ya'll know how i does!

loooll. That title cracks me up.

Man, taking the bus everyday is not the business. I walk to my classes and I see people riding their bikes, makes me soo sad. It wasn't until a couple of days ago where it hit me hard that I lost my bike. It's my baby, ya know what im sayin? Seeing everyone ridin their bikes to class and shit makes me depressed. I really took my bike for granted.

So today, I bused to my 8am class, to find out my teacher is sick, so a subguy took over the tour of the theatre place. At least I got to see this guy I think is realllllly reallly cute. hhaha. Then got out of that class an hour and thirty minutes early. I was like wtheo am I suppose to do, no bike, class in an hour. So I sat at this place between Olson and the library (it's really pretty) and watched two ducks. It was nice and a guy driving one of the school vehicles thingy smiled at me when he passed by, I smiled back. Idkay, but things like that makes me really happy. Ya know, the whole smile to random strangers thing. haha.

So then I was like ehh, I'm hungry, so I decided to walk to Tercero and eat breakfast, all I ate was yogurt and granola, which Jayne got me on, and cantaloupes and grapefruit. Dee-lish!  Before I ate though, I circled around A.P.A.T.H. to see if anyone was around and I probably looked like a weirdo, but I was checking if the peeps were up. So then I walked over on the computer service side of Tercero, thinking about my bike and how much I miss it, then looked at the bikes on the bike rack, and I see this one bike that looks familiar. So I pass by, and HOLYSHIT! it's mines!! I kept walking to the DC, while covering my mouth. I WAS HELLLA JUICED! lolol. Then I went to go eat.

Then, I leave and hop on my beautiful bike!!! and rode off into the sunset to my next class! hahah. Got to my next class like thirty minutes early, and then the class finds out that our professor left abruptly for medical issues and won't be teaching the course anymore! WTH! but then we are still enrolled in the class, I was hoping we weren't -_- lol. but yea, now gotta wait til next lecture to see what will happen. So then we got out of class like five minutes in and I'm like.. wtf do I do for an hour and a half! Decided to go to the computer room.

In the computer room, I just went there to stall time before my next class. I decided to send a e-mail to my Drama teacher, saying I hope he gets better. Clicked. Send. Then I check what I sent, and I see this "We here from Brian,.." and I'm like shit, I put the wrong here, and now I look like a donkey. So then I go and send him another e-mail saying, "I meant to say "hear" instead of "here" by the way. haha...". Thought about it, and was like, you just made that ten times more awkward for yourself! Dang, oh well, I was trying to be nice.

After, went to next class a lil too early.. haha. So I slept outside Sci Lec building hella awkwardly. I was sitting and had my elbow on my thigh, bent forward so my face rested on my hand. Then class started, I actually paid attention and stuff! A few times I kept dozing off, but never really slept! So good for trang! Then decided to go back to cuarto since my next class is at 3. Got out of class at 1:30, and ate some delishessness of fried chicken and mash potatoes that I brought from home, originally from KFC! hahah. Ya'll know how I does! Good belly time. Then played guitar for the remainder of the time. After class, I went to A.P.A.T.H. and chilled there, "studied" ish, dinner, failblogged, slept over. OH! and watched Michael & Amy watch Pain Olympics for the first time! It sooo funnnay!!! Too bad Ly didn't record it! lol. It was ridonkously funny.

That was my day and blah blahh blaahhh. 'Til next time, pooparoo! I <3 my bike.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Yeaa...

... If I had a nice body, I'd walk around naked.
I'm just sayin..

Need inspiration to work out hard! need to play some hardcore sports! BRING IT BITCHES!

lollers!

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Lollerss!

lollololololololololasdkla.


Okay. I totally fail at that big blog I was talking about and so I dee kay on that. Maybe tonight when I sleep, I'll grow some balls and post up that blog. But anywho...

Happy Spring Quarter!

Spring Quarter is here and I'm a mess. Idkay on what classes to drop and I'm stuck with 19 units right now.  Well hopefully this will be resolved tomorrow, because I made an appointment with advisers to help me out. I really wanted to join a tennis class, but no fckin ree time conflictee! Bullshaz mang. Hopefully that issue also gets resolved, if not then I'll just take it next year. And oh yea, I "lost" my bike. I'm sooooo bummmed!!! I gotsta walks errrwhere mang and bus around. I mean I loved the bus, it's fun and all, but only when I had the option to bus or bike! But now that that option is destroyed, it's no fun! Either I thought: I forgot where I placed my bike or someone stole it. Sucks balls on sticks mang.

Today though, Tony was looking for an unlocked bike today when we were gonna bus back to Cuarto because it was raining, but ended up missing the bus and had to wait for another hour. He found one and wanted me to theft that shnazz, haha, I couldn't because I would feel hella guilty!! Spent like 20 mins contemplating if I should or not. Haha, Tony convinced me that I should by saying if I find my bike I would place that bike back where it was, haha. That idea sold me! So then we preceded to commit a crime to realize that the tires were flat! ahah, oh well. I wish my baby would appear, I heeeeellllaaa miss my bike mang, no fcking lie. If my bike was stolen, and I find whoever stole it, Imma beat the living shit outta them. Gaahh! Then he stopped looking for bikes, he hella look like a thief just walking around bikes slowly, hahahah. Hecka funnay. After that, we just waited for the bus to come while we did dance crazes! That was hella funny, I bet people thought we were stupidasssnigguhs! ahha IDGAF!BITCH! lol omgoodness I needa stop! Then bus came, and we were talking about classes or something, and I brought up units and how there are certain amount of units you need to take, then this random ass guy was like "225", hella-in-the-cuts-not-part-of-this-conversation-a-&-b-so-c-your-way-out! haha. Hella awkward.

At the moment=Ly just sent me Rain's ?New song? "Love Song" and its beautiiffuulll, my goodness that man is sexy. Check out this sexy voice.

Kay, back to blog, I wish people in this world were nicer and have a heart not to steal some innocent girl's bike! That is just soo wrong! They should go to jail! Welllll on the bright side, April Fool's is tomorrow. People are gonna get PraNkeD boyy!! hhhahaha. I'm excited! Well 'tis all. Goodnight jellykitties.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

You got me..

FCKED UP! If you think I'm that chick.
This ain't got nothin to do with the next big blog I talked about in my previous blog, I just needa point somethin' out.
I ain't cho rebound girl that you can come to every time a girl that you tryna get with rejects you. Sorry. Unless I misunderstood something or you just tryna talk to me and just talk, ya feels. I gotchu on that. But other than that, you needs to stop. On another note, I only like eating wanton soup for the wanton wrap ravioli, I don't need the meat shizz on the inside.

'Til next time. Jellycats.

P.S/Can't wait 'til Spring Break comes! There might be good or bad news when it's here. :/ -anticipation-

Haayyy!!

Okay, I haven't been posted lately and that's because I just forget and pretend like I don't have time. Well since it's saturday and I'm just procrastinatin', I'll hit the blog.

I really want to learn how to beatbox like legitly good. Idkay, I just find it so flippin cool. My life has been the same since the last time I blogged. Nothing really new happens to me, maybe some days it's fun and crazy but none of it changed my life drastically. College is bleh. Like I want to shoot my brains out because of it and go away. I want to meet new people, but it's hard when people are in their own clickay thangs. I want to join the taiko club, but there is an audition to get in, I'm like fack.. I only know one song, I probably forgot it, and I suck at solos. I tried really hard to go M.I.A., but that sorta failed and a few times worked. I think I became a little introverted as well coming to college, that sucks! I think I gained weight as well, fck. It's no freshman 15 status, but I feel fatter now then I did before coming here. I tried to get back at playing tennis too and hope that it'll give me a workout, but so far I've only been serving by myself and that doesn't work a sweat outta me. One time, these guys invited me to just rally around, but my newly introverted self said, "uhh no thanks!, I'm just gonna serve.", wtheo right? In my mind I wanted to hit! But those guys were gooood, and I haven't played in months, so I didn't want to look like a fool. sighhh. Oh well, next time right? Yea next time!

There has been a lot of love bubblin around. It's cute and shocking. I never knew this and that and everything happens so fast, yet so fcking slow! haha. Especially what someone told me this weekend, I was like no frikkin way, you guys aren't together! sayy what!! in total disbelief, and still am today! Need to see it to believe yadidamean jellybean?? Nothing has happen to me, then again, nothing ever does! hahaha. I'm kinda glad for that, because all that love stuff is so dramatic&stressful from what I've witnessed. I can't think of anyone that's happy besides Jayne and Domingo, Lynn and Bobby. I think both are such a cute couple! Other people have such complicated love situations, like oh em gee, like if I wrote their lives into a drama and send it to people in Asia to make into a show, it would become such a successful drama! and I'll make mills! There are some cuties in Davis, but I feel like they like them girls, like guuurrrll. Geebus, I needa lose weight, so I cans looks HAWT! hahahaha.

On another note, there is this huge ass black spider that been on my window since forever! Everytime I come home on the weekends, I see this bitchass. Man one time, I tried to capture it but it ran somewhere and I got hella paranoid that it was on me. It has this big nasty webnest in the corner of my window and I destroyed it with a broken string from my guitar, my damn it was crazy! Then a week later, I come back home and I see another webshiet in the same area! I'm like OH WTF! the spider is there again! Oh hell no! but I didn't do anything to it yet... Sheeeit. On another note, my checkbooks came in and I regret not choosing the Mickey Mouse checks. Oh darn, it was so cute!

Alrightey, I think I've been blogging for too long now, and my next blog, idkay when that will be, but I think I'm going to say whats really been going on in my life, how I feel and sheeit, the stuff I don't tell anyone kinda stuff, not sure though, I might put it in my livejournal, since I know people around me don't know my account, I just need a place to vent. I mean the things I said above is real and in my life, but it's whatevs. As of now, I'm not ready to say that stuff and I never talk about how I really feel and sheit to anyone ever, but I think I'll be able to later.. ehh I'll think about it. So look out for my next blog if ya wanna know whats the dealio!.. maybeh.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

YadidaYEE!

Aight aight. Yesterday I went to a party with F. and we arrived early. It wasnt that crackin because no one was really there. We went upstairs to N.'s room because the party didnt start yet and watched youtube vids and met N.'s friend J.A., he's really nice, haha. M. was tryna make me hit some before the party, but I really didnt want to, ya know, it's not my forte.Then a few guys came, we went down, and they played beer pong. It was hilarious because they were on it, screamin out, "YADIDAYEE!" "shblat" and other related hype slurs. Reminded me back when "The Piranhnas" was it and they do that little hand shizz. This one bopper was tryna be cool and dance and snaps, it wasnt poppin bopper, so can you not? haha. Me and F. sat on the couch mostly because yea. More people came and a lot of white people came to, I didnt really expect that nawwhatimsayin? I tried to introduce F. to most of the people I knew, but was epic fail. and the party was gettin there. F. left though to go with her friends party thang. So I was just chillin and talkin to people, then first shot of the night was with R. and D.N., R. just handed me the cup, I was like wtf. oh well. first shot burned thee throat mah nig. haha. The rest was like soda forreal. Well maybe a bit nastier than soda, haha. Second shot was with the birthday boy and V., Happy early Birthday son! Third shot was with B., D.N., and R., that was fun, because B. was really happy. Forth shot was with D., man i see this nigga everywhere though. haha. i chilled with him at some point because he was just standin there and didnt know much people& i was by myself at times too. Yaknow gotta backs up my homies if they lonely. lool. I was also suppose to take a shot with H. too! "the muay thai boxer" hahah. that snaps was soo funny. But they didnt have anything left. So I owe ya one buddy. Then i drank some beer with D.N.and J. outside, man i was feelin' it. I was tipsy bruhh. There were some freakybutt girls there mang. I was like dayum! keep yo panties in, ssheesh. R. also gave me drinkin tips, don't drink a dark after you drank a light. I think that prevented me from yakkin that night. haha. I was goood. I felt like such an alcoholic& I didnt drink take any chasers after my shots. Felt so hardcore... LOL. But thats only four shots, other people was like shot here shot there, dayummm, some crazy mofos. So many fights broke out too, ridiculous, we were suppose to be havin fun! ya know! its a gosh darn birthday! hecka people yakked also. ehhh. not cute. also hella people was burnin that night, i think most of them were hella crossed. haha funny as hizzle. Then I just chilled, txted here and there. Looked out for some people. You know wassup, maternal instincts always intact. I ain't gonna lie, but some of the guys was hella cute. LOL. Near the end, a lot of things happened, S. was no where to be found, J. was lookin for her, people hitting walls, people takin the bartenders money, some white dude was knocked the fffffuucccck out. omgg. D. hellla teabagged him so many times. I was like thats messed up, but it was hilarious, i think he's going to have a pink eye later. I slept on the couch with D.N. and he says I was hella touchin him and huggin him, he is trippin, it was more of he was huggin me and his leg was everywhere mang.

Next day, the house was toww up mang, it was ridiculous, vomit, drink cups everywhere, nasty mysterious liquids on the floors. crazy. I woke up i was good, but when i like stood up and sat up i felt nauseous, so i laid down the whole time. haha. I tried to help clean up at times, but it was not happenin. Then N. took me home, but along the way, i started to feell hella queezy, and he was takin me the wrong place, so he was like aw snap and stopped, then i was like, you might wanna pull over though, haha, then i went out the car and yakked next to a tree mah nigga. It was not pretty. It was really yellow, i was confused. haha. Im so glad i didnt yak at the party, or in his car, i woulda felt so bad. haha After that, I felt gooood! like dayum, i shoulda done it a while ago.

I got back to my place and my bike is at Tercero so im like fack. I'm so starving as heckles manng! I didnt eat anything since yesterday before the party. &after drinking alcohol&yakkin, not eating anything?! shooot, im hellla hungrayyyy. Now i gotta wait til 5 for DC to open because the snack store is closed mothafloppers. And i dont have my bike! and im finna meet up with F. to eat at tercero. thats hella far of a walk. oh wells, Im finna be super grubbin, oh my gawd. I went to the computer lab to print stuff out and my stomach was growlin like a mothaflippin lion over here mang! and there was this guy sitting next to me, Im like aww fack, he probably thinks im hella anorexic tryna starve me self to be skinny cause i look like a hot mess & a fatfack. hahah. Oh well. The guy sitting at the counter was cute though. hahaha. Its almost time to eat. Hellla Juiced like a little fat kid in a candy shop.

Alright time to get ready and ponder if i should attend the cocktail mixer at tercero today. no clue. But until then, peace out duckies. Jellycats.

Friday, January 8, 2010

For those about to rock, I will be M.I.A..

OKAY! tomorrow I will be M.I.A, serioso naw mean.

Since two people only follow me, I'll post this message to Twitter, Tumblr, Facebook, Myspace, Xanga, Livejournal, Aim status, whatever, to spread the word.

I am not dead.

At night I will be found and may attend a party. Okie Dokie.

Peace out jellycats.